Once Upon a Dream…
Oh dear… last night I had some FUCKED UP dreams. Okay.. in the first one… Colby and I were walking along somewhere and he decided that he wanted to go for the whole PDA thing, so him and me went into this glass ATM booth- much like the one in Lawrence only bigger- and he started to take off his pants and stuff and then he wanted me to give him head but I was like “I am NOT doing that! Not here!” And so he was like “okay” and we started to makeout and stuff and then I started to kind of give him a handjob or whatever and this security guard walked by and we got in a bunch of trouble- luckily he let us off with just giving a warning to Colbster and paid no attention to me.
So then… I go walking back to the place that I was staying and all of the women in my family are sitting around a poker table talkin’ and eating. So I join them and I tell them the Brian getting trashed story and then they all laugh and my mom makes up some shit about “well, isn’t that great to hear coming from my child” which is how I know it’s a dream because in real life she wouldn’t even know about my hatred towards liquid poison. Anyways… Everyone starts to leave and so I’m just hanging around and there are a bunch of boys and girls I know and it’s kind of like a boarding house type place-
The type of place a scary movie takes place in.
So then Gabe is there, and him and me start talking and stuff and we’re just hangin out and stuff and he started to make a pass at me. Like, he kept saying “You and me should go upstairs and hang out” and then he was all winking and shit and if you know gabe you know what that means although—
THE CHILD CAN’T WINK @ ALL! seriously… he doesn’t understand the concept or something but no one has the heart to tell him.
Okay so he’s winking and stuff then he asks Mr. Bushnell (the sponsor there for some reason) if he can sleep upstairs and I’m supposed to do the same, only… the whole time he’s talking to Mr.B I’m standing there like… “No No No I do not want to go up there with you! I don’t want to do this! I”m not gonna ask.” But Gabriel just pretends not to hear me. So it isn’t looking like he’s gonna get permission so I go downstairs and I”m talking to Ann and Sara M. (the ex-girls of Gabe) and they take a shower in the closet (it was s dream… dont’ ask) and so then I go back upstairs and gabe starts bugging me about going all the way upstairs with him, but even though I’m mad at Colby in the dream… I don’t want too.
It’s just not worth it at all, ya know… fucking things up with everyone like that doesn’t seem like my idea of fun- not to mention I’d already been caught screwing around once and I didn’t want that to happen again.
G2G