saturday, april 26, 2003
yeah i haven’t written in a week almost. because i don’t have a whole lot to say about anything. it seems like now that i can talk to madeline again she and i keep getting into little fight type things. i think we just miss each other a lot. that and i like clayton and i told her that i like him. because i can’t just pretend that i didn’t anymore. although i’m not sure that i do anymore. maybe it was just something i needed to get out of my system. it was beginning to become obvious. although yeah. still. i keep having dreams about him. last night, the night before. it’s weird and i don’t really know why he’s in my subcononcious.. i guess that’s why its a subconcious.