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i feel a little better today i think. i’m really not sure it kind of goes in cycles. i talked to L about it and we worked stuff out. i think. i feel really bad. but it really would hurt our friendship i can’t prtend that it wouldnt. because its really hard to look someone in the face and not think about it. and i had to leave school yesterday because i was so sick over it. it’s okay though. Lacey and i will make it through this and stuff.
i tried out for the school improv group today. whee. it’s fun stuff. i think i did pretty good. i think it will be a really fun class. Lacey and Kayla and all of those kids are in it and that’s great. i’m sure it’ll be wonderful. i just hope i get it. (luckily my mom, with her “oh jes.. you’ll be disappointed if you don’t make it” really provided me a lot of confidence. she’s so.. gah sometimes. hm.). so i hope i do well on that. and i hope everything goes well. i just need to live through tomorrow and then i’ll be fiiiiiine.
i’m also getting a new car this weekend. so they say. i’m going to go talk models. (go cavalier!)