in my tears

one time i heard you whisper
what do you want out of this?
i looked into your eyes, “i’m yours forever
i want nothing more than to always feel your kiss.”
i wanted everything i could give you.

once you rubbed my shoulders as i glanced out the window.
i stared off into the distance.
but you are like my favorite tv show.
and you bring me out of my trance.
i just fall into you.

i don’t want to know how it feels to miss you.
you’re the greatest.
i wanna spend always and forever with you.
you’re my boy. not just my latest.
i don’t want to remember how it feels to not be blanketed in love.