sizzle
the street lights (like palm trees)
light the bridge (like a beach)
we’re sizzing; we’re rocking
this is more than what we signed up for.
deep down it’s subconcious
and we search for deeper meanings
we know what we mean
when we say nice things
but this is awful
and we love it
because we’re something more than what we wished for.
this is like a nightmare
inside of a dream
and everything will get better
and everything will cheer me up
and everything is beautiful
except for you, for me, for us.
you’re something i’m not dealing with
i’m chasing shadows of the van
and i’m so paranoid you’ll see me
i run, i hide.
you find me.
i laugh, i sing.
it’s all just a game.
you’re my favorite player
but i can’t take it seriously
i half-ass all the plays
and then wonder what went wrong
that’s really all this is,
just us wondering what goes wrong.