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these tears don’t fall all by themselves.
You pull them out of my eyes.
like definition of muscle from your thighs show when you get angry.
you’re nothing special, you’re just something.
from good to bad you’ve mastered it all.
like it’s some acomplishment.
a journey that everyone notices but denies.
fuck you and fuck them too.
when you touch your face, my knees feel weak.
when you touch my face, i feel weak.
you used to be gentle
i used to find comfort in your grasp
now i feel brusies.
i’m so incessantly stupid.
i know it’s true because you said it.
fuck you and fuck them too.
i tell myself i could walk away.
but you’re my first hit
you take it out on me.
i take it out on myself.
i deserve all of this,
you are my first it of cocaine.
i’m going to chase you forever.
chase you off the cliffs you say i’m plummetting to hell from.
because i’m such a fucking whore.
yeah well :
fuck you and fuck them too.