waiting
i tear and tear but the blood won’t come.
you say i don’t have to
but i know what you mean.
you say i love you
you say what you think.
i just stand there, i look dumb.
i just stand there.
you don’t come.
i’m waiting. waiting.
finally i see the stains
like dates of the past
and the way they fade away.
you’re a dream in my head
and this feeling is better off dead.
i hate the way my mind works.
you’d hate the thoughts i think.
but you still say.
and you tell me you love me anyways.