histories

we used to be so close
even when we were states apart
now we’re only close in our memories
and it didn’t have to be this way
but this is how it happened
your words said this is how you wanted it to be
and this is how it is
you used to make me giggly
but you just don’t do it for me anymore
i hope you understand–it was all your idea,
and i don’t want you anymore
i probably could but i just don’t
i hope you’re happy: i let you have your way.