lead me home

two songs at once,
i’ve got it all
the phone is ringing
once again we’re pretending
it just isn’t there

and maybe this makes it natural:
i want to be with you
and i’m in love with you
and it only feels different this time
because i’m a different person

in the shower my voice cracks
as i loudly sing along
i just laugh and go back to my dark
water filling cave
i hope i can stay afloat long enough
to look into your eyes again

when the tears falling down
onto my pillow
fake red hair and new greenish eyes
i’ve never felt this beautiful
i’ve never been this genuine