oh the pain you cause me
you make me feel like shattering glass
comparable to that which i use to carve my ankles
creating scars that i just forget
creating scars that make me so beautiful
you make me feel like i am breaking.
you make me want to bash your face in
it takes all of me to hold back,
you used to hold my face down when you liked it
oh sweet irony, a 16-year-old boy, drowned in 2 inches of water.
you look so pretty all the time
but all that is is a waste
a waste of moments, a waste of kisses, a waste of breaths
my fears have all came true
why’d i let myself fall so in love with you
you hurt more than he did
he cared enough to push me around
you hurt more than he did
you’re battle wounds are beating my heart
my fears have all came true
How was i supposed to know i’d be hurt by you.
fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck you.
oh the pain you cause me
do you miss me when i walk away
or say fuck off.
you haven’t heard me yet
but you’ve never listened either.
fuck fuck fuck fuck you
just like you fucked me too
it scares me that i can be that wrong
it scares me that you can be this fucking dumb
it bothers me that this is relieving