drugs: like lovers
i feel you pulsing down on me
you’re the gravity and i’m just an apple
falling on to the head of a knight
i wonder if i then got eaten
in the midst of just our game
we’d been playing it for year
and now we’ve been caught
so what do i say but I’m sorry I’ll see you.
and now i’m sitting atop a horse
a scared, but beautiful steed
and here you are, showing your face again
the horse, fucking terrified
removes me from his back launching me into the air
and there you are to force me down again
like “where the fuck have you been?”
you put me in my place
and i look for you but i’m already grounded.
i didn’t mean for it to happen
but i was floating higher than before
my heart was racing and i could touch everything
but where were you with your soft hands?
and then my muscles slowly slid to my stomach,
me feeling it all the time
and i could feel your presence again
soft and forceful, holding me down
i didn’t float but it felt good to be held
so when is it just you and i?
i want so badly to fight for myself
and protect myself from being pushed down by you
so i’ll just roll with you
and i want my chance so soon.
i might just believe in reincarnation