a catch-22

i got catch-22 from the library. its the first book to read on my college literature reading list. so far its really good. i like it a lot. even if i am only 10 pages in. the style is really choppy (note: my style right now feels really choppy). still, the book is funny and that’s what makes it carry. its funny in such an ironic way though. this reminds me that i got a new screen name for aol instant messenger. its deathtomodifiers. i’ll probably use it starting when i get home because if i use it right now then i don’t have a buddy list because i’m at work. anyway. that’s my plans.

later i get to go to madsees, assuming she’ll let me come over. i hate her f-od because it doesn’t tell me what time she wrote anything so we’ll have talks about how she’s feeling and then i read what she’s written and i don’t know if it is before or after she and i talked. i hate that. but i checked my favorites and it does give me the time of the last entry she wrote which was before so we talked about it last night AFTER she wrote those poems/prose but i still hate being scared like that.. i don’t know what the fuck i’d do without her.