by yourself
i wrote you haikus
maybe you could tell me their meaning
but of course you can’t because you never read them
and i never pushed you to because
i appreciate someone that hates everthing i do.
this is surely my most fatal flaw
so you never saw the things i said about you
and only through the writing can i tell you what that is
now you’re by yourself and i’m wondering what i did wrong
i did nothing wrong, to you, to you
its just that our lives are like haikus
so many contrasting lines of short sylables
make up a word that goes on forever
but i could never love you in its meaning
any ms or as or es or ls or is (not to mention ds and ns) would remind me of her
and you could never never be her