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in one expanded — sentence i’ll explain to you, just sit tight and listen, but you’ll know by the end i promise you’ll understand how you worked your way under my fingernails like dirt and i fell for you in one — thought i let myself want you, you see you were standing there not in the light, and then in the light and you were sort of jumping back and forth and talking rather quickly being bitter while i was bitter about you and what your victories had meant to my record but the shadows accented your face in the dark, and the sun made your eyes and hair sparkle in the light, and my heart in all of its pitterpattering thoughts jumped, just a little, from the light to the dark and i liked you but its still to be continued… in another sentence somewhere… somewhere in a crowded room, i was with you, and you were there but i didn’t think you were with me quite perhaps because we were pretending to be enemies and things were weird then because we were our best friends there and thus passing notes like well, two allies might, or girlfriends might and taking hugs from each other like they were the most necessary thing to an enemy foil keeping you close seemed so natural that i kept myself wondering about you and where you might be for the rest of the day, looking forward to your face in the light and then come to find out you like me, but that too was later… in a new sentence… you were not there this time but we had a mutual friend to take care of the hard part and then i knew and i was elated and jumping and smiling and wondering why i had wasted uppers on what was turning out to be a good day but nothing, nothing, nothing could have been better until we were talking all the time and we were so close to each other that i i wanted to be closer to you and now i get to be hopefully soon, in another sintence.