the illusion of spinning
i don’t remember it well, just hours ago even, but i seem to remember us spinning although it was just the pretty colors all around that gave us this illusion you bent me back a little so that my eyes were aligned with yours and then you said i love you. i remembered writing about the first time you said it in order for me to erase that first time and now here you were saying it again, so i scrambled to find the words to take it away but there were no words to take it away until you told me in your own way so i said i loved you back, in your own way too. and i’m pretty sure this was our first fight.