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if i let myself go, in you
i would find you
and i did, i did, i did
but i lost myself

i could be anyone
you or someone else
and you wouldn’t understand
that i’m not trying to kill you

but i feel like i’m dying
me,
i’m so far gone
that this pause may just be
me, waving goodbye to myself

and i’m sorry
but i needed to hear
“i love you”
and my lips wouldn’t say the words

• Category: Poetry