waking up without you
we were driving down the street,
(small yellow car
and reflections of cop lights)
do people wreck here?
because i thought no one drove
where no one lived
and where you are is a ghost town
i wished i could be holding your hand
instead, i held a cigarette
the rest, i give away within the week
to a boy i used to want really bad
because i promised myself
and i keep some promises
within the week, i give away you too
and i let you go so easily
because in you,
i never believed.