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i’ve been having terrible moodswings today. i was pretty manic for a few hours then i was depressed then i was just anxious and now i’m back to depressed and i feel sort of anxious. i’m so starting my meds again tonight. from the nightmares to the moodswings, being off of them at all was just a terrible terrible idea. my moods need to be stabilizing.
other than that i have not much to say. i spent all day yesterday with madeline and i had a wonderful time. i don’t know what i’d do without her. and we hung out with steph+boyfriend and he’s real cool. i like him a lot. so go my approval! hah.
speaking of stephs i saw the cunty one today at cd tradepost. i was going to ask her how that sand in her vagina was but i decided not to because i felt bad for her being so insecure with herself and not being able to have sugar and all. but its her own damn fault for not taking care of herself. i know plenty of nice people that can’t have sugar. she just isn’t one of them. shrug.