summerland
i had all this shit to say about how tommy is going out and getting drunk tonight and how pissed off i am about it because “i thought i knew him” or something. and i cried at work because i was upset that the only people that i care about feel the need to get drunk (period, but also fairly regularly) and i don’t really know what i could say to him, or if i should say anything to him, to make him feel better about himself so that he doesn’t feel like he needs alcohol. and i don’t know how to say it without being preachy. because i dont’ want to sound preachy because i’m not doing it to be that way. i just care about him and don’t want him to ruin his life. he’s so much cooler than he thinks right now and i wish i could convince him of that.
homecoming was today. rachel and dustin one which i think is cool they’re both hella nice and that’s good. although i’ll say they’re not who i voted for. still. i don’t think they were anywhere near the worst choices. all of the guys were pretty good. and there were two girls maybe 3 who i would’ve liked to see get it. i don’t know. it was alright. the parade was fun. fish floats rule. :)!
after i finish the layout for this site (tonight? hopefully) i’m going to make one for clamor that’ll be all kinda of fun. so i hope i get that done eventually. or at all. either would be an improvement. i also made http://blog.chaostasis.net all pretty which is good. cuz i’ve been meaning to for a long time now and i’m getting hostees and it now has valuable information on it. rock the fuck on.
thrice makes me melt.