nothing left to say

i think they’re going to put levi and laci down. the new owners left them alone with their old dog and they got into a fight and the old dog got killed. what dumbfucks people are. i mean honestly. why would you leave a new dog along in your house with your old dog. let alone one that’s as protective of his sister as levi is. tschus. and poor laci didn’t do it i’m sure. cos she’s so passive. and they’re both so scared and timid all the time. i don’t know. its so terrible. i just keep crying and i have to be awake in like 5 hours and i’m just so sad. i can’t do anything. and i don’t feel like fucking debating after this goddamit. what am i supposed to feel like doing? its so sad. and terrible. and all i can think about is how casey died. that’s all i can fucking even think about and i just want to cry and not think about it. i just want it to go away or change or something. its not fair. i hope we can get them back. i think i’m going to vomit.

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