arrival
it came. the digital camera arrived via delivery today and unfortunately i was not home to get it so i have not been able to play with it and now i have to wait until christmas. my whole life could be put on hiatus until i get that camera.
i’m going to start going to bible study with clayton and kyle. when it starts up again after break. i think it might be good for me. the only thing i’m worried about is not having time because i don’t have time for anything but i hear that youth council is disbanding and if that happens then i should have a whole lot more time. and the beginning of a semester is always at least a little easier than the end. bah.
i got An Unfinished Life in the mail yesterday. i’m excited about starting that. maybe i’ll finsih tess of the durbervilles tomorrow so that i can get started reading whatever i want to read. hmph. i’m slightly disappointed in my independent study. but i think i’m taking another next year. probably on writing. i want to work on a short story (or some short stories). i need something to SHOW for myself. bah. i have so much to do.
i started crying in math today. that was kinda not cool. but i wasn’t paying attention to claytons presentation (sorry kiddo) and so i had all of this idle time and i started thinking about stinky and how she used to dance and sleep and she was always so happy when she was awake and i just started crying. i ended up going to the counselor but on the way there mrs. manning talked to me and asked what was wrong and everyone is just so nice and understanding about it. my teachers/counselors are really great. just really really great. all of them.