drained
i’m totally drained but i really wanted to write about the dream i had on wednesday night. i dreamt that i got a letter from michelle. in the dream i could see the letter in front of my face and then i could kind of see michelle’s face but it was all transparent-ish. michelle was reading the letter to me, it was her voice, and she was just saying that everything was okay and i didn’t need to worry. it was an amazing dream. i guess that tim had a similar dream (about her saying everything was okay) a few days ago. i woke up and panicked cos mom woke me up in the middle and tried to go back to sleep but then when i did actually come to i realized how nice it was to have that comforting feeling that she’s okay. like i can let go now and know that she’s alright.
points of clarification: i did not break today because i spend to much time doing shit i don’t care about and not enough time perfecting forensics. but whatever. i’ll fix it.