well i guess this is growing up
today is the three month anniversary of when michelle got in that car accident. i was driving around and thinking about it yesterday and i realized that i’ve grown up a lot in the past few months. like its only been about three months and i’ve already survived so much. or that’s how it feels maybe surviving is the wrong word. i don’t know.. its just like i miss the old me. i miss being just jaded and not completely disenchanted. what happened to the days when all i cared about was if he loved me or not? that seems like a lot longer than just a year and a half ago. sometimes life just sucks and this isn’t the best of both possible worlds.