you're the past

i read colby’s opendiary just now and it kind of weirds me out that i just really don’t have feelings for him anymore. i was reading about this girl he’s been seeing lately and how he saw the girl he dated most seriously before me and i don’t know, it just seems strange. because mostly i just want him to be happy. and so then i was thinking about it and i want this for most of the people i’ve dated in the past. like with brian and mb.. i just want him to be happy and she seems like a cool girl so i don’t really care that they’re together. despite everything that’s happened recently between he and i its more important that he’s with someone he wants to be with and if thats her then thats cool. and really i feel this way about all of my exes. except a few. but that’s understandable i guess. i’m just really glad i’m over most of my exes. it was a pain in the ass not to be.

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