truck
sometimes i drive by semi-trucks on the highway and remember that you’re not on this earth anymore; today was one of those days. i wish wish wish i could write about you and how beautiful you were just because you were here or if i could understand how glamourized you’ve became in my mind and understand why that’s such a good thing. i wish i could dream about you again and maybe this time tell you that i love you or at least that i’d cry if you weren’t alive. sometimes its just so beautiful here and i’m sad that you’re not here to see it; today was one of those days. lacey told me yeah, but its always beautiful where she is now. i guess i have to agree and hope that we’re right. i wish i could explain the world or how i feel but i can’t. sometimes i see that trophy and i have to smile; today was one of those days. that one was for you,