ich bien ein bostonian
i probably butchered the spelling of that but fuck it. i don’t speak german. and the world should just be happy i can pronounce it correctly. Boston rocked my face off. I had the most kickass time I’ve had in a while. I spent the majority of my time with my squad, Jesse/Amelia from E-town (plus Nick and Clay a little), and this John kid that i met from Pennsylvania. I also got to see the Silver Lake boys a lot. r0ck. we had a grand time and i’m so glad i know all of them. I’m being all sentimental but fuck it it’s my last damn tournament with some of them. although i will have the boys + Corey and all the other Flint Hills kids to keep me entertained in SLC. I’m so excited about SLC. It’ll be a grand time.
While I did exhaust myself to the point that I almost feel sick I also feel really refreshed. It was nice to be away from everyone. Not in a bad way. Just yeah. I needed to get out so I could collect myself. (of course i return to the same shit I left but you know.. there was really no escaping it was there?)
I’m so fucking tired of myself. i feel like i treat everyone so poorly. I really need to figure myself out and that doesn’t happen here (see also: in this life pattern, in this town, in this job, in this schedule, in this summer, in this house).
I’m sorry. But the Blog is all about the therapy. Look forward to new Boston pix in the photoLog.
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i wish i knew whatever that german stuff said. anyway, im too tired to do much else thinking.