rock-out
new layout, obviously.
also, last night i went over to j’s (aka my pirate) to hang out and be mentored i guess. lol, is that what you kids are calling it these days? haha. so anyway we were hanging out and reading each other’s poetry and it was nice to be around another confident poet and to get to hear some of my poetry outloud. it seems that it just becomes so much more fluid and alive when there is a voice behind it. we’re a really good fit. i’m uber impressed with the committee that put people together.
i also realized how cool it is that i get to meet so many beautiful people in college. like j and nate and laura.. there are just so many people here with so much depth to them and the more i learn the more happy i get that i’m here and that i get to do all of these things and meet all of these people. its so awesome.
and i’m glad i’m doing my studying too. i’m very impressed with my dedicatedness. w00t.
i was supposed to see madeline today but i have a fish fry this evening so i guess i can’t go see her. or she doesn’t want to go get coffee and there aren’t really any other places to talk. plus we’d only have an hour and that’s really not enough time. i really miss her. because she was always that beautiful amazing person that i just loved to know. i’m really doubting this whole situation. it just doesn’t make a lot of sense. that i’m without her. and i still love her so goddamn much. but what if i keep hurting her?