the movie

i spent from about midnight till about 5 am at j’s the other night just hanging out and talking and holding hands. it was soo much fun. i totally have a crush on him. 🙂 lol. except its requited now so that makes it a non-crush. i wasn’t sure we needed to do anything about the mentor-mentee situation. and then last night we saw the movie and he held my hand (and did those little like finger circles on the inside of my thigh which means its a good thing we hadn’t kissed yet so i could just be like “eh i wanna kiss him!” instead of like “must bang must bang must bang”) about 20 minutes before the movie ended mom called to say that my dog chelsea was sick and i came back in and started crying/semi-hyperventilating. and he offered to leave a few times but i didn’t want to cos i knew the movie had a happy ending. so instead, he just took his finger and rubbed my tear off of my face.

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