i am an infection
warning: personal yesterday i felt all weird and couldn’t really tell what was going on with myself. i just knew that it burned whenever i attempted to urinate and that it would start and then suddenly my body would just like completely shutdown. and no peeing would happen. anyway. i thought that maybe i just got some soap in my urethra or something and it would clear itself out and i’d feel better. but then i just kept feeling so weird. i was wandering around campus with j before he went to his 7 o’clock and when i dropped him off at the door i went and found a bathroom. there, it occurred to me that there was an awful lot more blood then there had been the other times. and it still burned. and i still couldn’t go. so i went to work and tried to go again and deducted that the blood was in my urine (i thought before then that i’d maybe torn some vaginal tissue or something..) so i freaked out and told them i couldn’t stay and i went to the emergency room. they diagnosed me really quickly with a UTI and gave me some meds and stuff. it was so. argh. i hate the emergency room. but really i just hate this. yuck!