dear summer

wow. i hate moving in. and i hate that i’m still incredibly stressed out despite the fact that its summer and i’m doing nothing besides working from 7:30-11:30 on some weeknights. I feel like i have so much going on and i’m never accomplishing any of it. my room is still partially packed. i have a pile of stuff to go through, my drawers are too full especially the one that’s supposed to be for socks (who knew it was even possible to have this many?!). oi. jarred came out last night while i unpacked some and we talked for a while and i got most of the big boxes emptied. now i just need to figure out where im going to put the school supplies that i plan on keeping. the correct answer to this question probably is or should be in those bookbags that i brought home and won’t use for the summer. but i still have all three of them to go through. hopefully i can get that done tonight and get my room put together. I would also be really smitten if i could get a new comforter for my bed. maybe overstock.com still has microsuede that are fairly cheap. i’d be a very happy duck if that were true. and then my room would at some point look decent. as of right now i have 2 comforters (1 brown, red, blue, and green stripes with fake texturing; 1 pink and orange hawaiian flowers) a sheet (those pink and orange flowers on a white background) and a blanket (yellow in an attempt to make the part of my bed that’s visible match my walls which are this beautiful forest green). augh. my dogs ruin everything. and i kind of despise them for it. but i love them more than i love having a matching room.. i just wish that things matched some you know? like it never ever feels clean in here because i always have this ridiculous bed. did i mention all the comforters, sheet, and blanket is for a twin bed on my full-double. Eegh. I’m going to go back to cleaning in an attempt to work this whole mess out. Will someone buy me a few shelves? my parents are psychotic about letting me build the ones i want :-/ and they’d be so cute. Like angled V’s that the books can sit on. except the vertex would be 45 degrees so they could lay flat and these would appear in random places around my room to display books by subject. awh. a girl can dream. . .

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