are you feeling better now?
i’m kinda sad and mopey today. i had to run a bunch of errands this morning concerning Poland and Joe’s moving violation. So that was 34 dollars well spent. Heh. Ugh. The good news is that I got the new passport photos sent and even though it looks like it will cost me an extra 60 dollars to get it here on time, these pictures are much nicer than the old pictures and they meet the guidelines and everything so you know. Maybe it will be a good thing. And at least I know that Ill get my passport on time. I’m really stressed about this Poland thing. Like everything about it still feels really up in the air and I don’t know what I’m going to do. Further, I’ve been procrastinating too much on forensics things and really need to get my speeches written. I’ll make an appointment with Jim. And I just did. So yeah. That’s my day. I went to AAA, the post office, and the bank. And anyone who was in threat of losing their license now doesn’t need to worry because 1) they put their trust in me and 2) i waited until the absolute last minute but prolly still decided to get it in quicker than they would have and 3) because the post office assures me it will be there by tomorrow at noon. So go Post Office.
If anyone is doing anything, Im really bored and anti-social feeling lately so call me.
I did get the chance to watch Anchorman with David last night and that was pretty much great. I really really like that movie. I kind of realized that having people over just to watch a movie is kind of a bizarre thing. I don’t know if I can explain why this is so. Mostly I think its that its at your house so you would expect there to be conversation or something but then you’re watching a movie and if you talk during movies you miss all of the good parts so instead its kind of overly formal. but last night’s movie viewing was pretty much awesome because it was anchorman. though the deleted scenes mostly sucked. we couldn’t even finish them. i guess that’s why they were deleted.
joe and i had an interesting debate/fight last night that pretty much sucked. but i don’t know. i think we just miss each other because he is in japan and i am here and so we communicate kind of poorly but i don’t really expect the same problem to happen again. i really like that he and i can communicate really fully with each other about what’s going on in our heads aside from what we’re on-face upset about. and we listen to each other enough to not take our fights or whatever too personally. i mean i was upset but i could see where he was coming from and stuff. i think we mostly just need to learn to not get really upset with each other when we have to go. i don’t know which of us strategizes that this would be a good idea but i’m pretty sure we do it intentionally so that we don’t have to miss each other as much.
it never works. i just miss him with a bitter taste in my mouth.
he gets back in 5 days or something. and i think i get to meet him at the airport. though i’m not sure that that is the worlds best idea. i might want to go down sunday. but its hard to say. so you know. i’m pretty much giddy about this whole thing. though it kind of scares me but sort of in that good way.
poland will be really fucking hard and britain even worse.