awakening
i woke up this morning to the news that mckeithan had passed away after a heart attack during the night. i can’t even muster the words to say a prayer. i’m sorry if this is how you’re finding out. please call if you need anything.
i was supposed to go to state with him this weekend. and now i don’t really know that i am. i’m sort of in crazy denial. because mallory called and it just seemed like something someone might dream so it was pretty easy to be in denial about it but then i got a phone call from pam about an hour later and she verified that the news was true so i guess that’s it you know…
man.
and i was supposed to tell him how well i did this weekend and he would’ve been so proud of me because he gets my competitiveness and everything. man. at least he didn’t suffer too much. like, i’m sure it hurt, but i’m also sure that suffering for a long period of time would’ve been worse and he never would’ve wanted that.
i’m so sorry to everyone who loved him like i do. i’m serious about the calling. maybe we could have a felicity marathon. i bet that’s what he’d want us to do.
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im so sorry jess.
I heard about it this morning at work and thought about you. I almost called. Its kinda shocking. I had him for Multi-Media my soph and sr year. I was his favorite student in my class. He will be missed.