panics and freakouts

i’m sorta freaking out about this trip now. i’ve hit pre-trip panic mode and it’s not nearly as rad as poland where i only had plans to pack the day before. now i have all of these crazy thigns which have to happen. i’ve been making lists of things which need to happen and sometimes the list include things like “make another list” lol fantastic. luckily, emily is letting me borrow some books for the flight and i’m getting sme great recommendations for music to take. whee. it should be a blast when it actually happens but until then i’m going to keep freaking out about being ready for it.