npda, update

so tonya and i didn’t get out. we went four-four which i guess is okay considering i had the flu and a lot of other people really didn’t get out on our squad even those we’d expect. so i don’t know. i feel bad for joe cos he’s pretty upset. but jotto and steve and marcus and annaleigh and sleepy and dan got out so that’s all really good news. i don’t know. my flu is better. but i’m pretty pissed off. because seriously i really prefer to do really well. although i think we maybe got four teams out which is pretty good cos if that did happen then we’re still positioned pretty well for sweeps. and i think that most of the teams that are out are pretty good at outrounds which tonya and i tend to struggle with so it would be alright. urgh.

i just hate blaming all of it on the flu. cos it really wasn’t all my flu. i mean, yah i was sick and that would mean things but we got straight screwed out of one round, then another tonya had to be LO because i didn’t have a voice and i was much better situated to engage in the case debate so we ended up doing really poorly… plus i couldn’t really speak. so that sucks. i need to bitch about this. probably on paper.

ps. keeping a paper journal is kinda weird. cos sometimes i just write bizarre things in it. but overall i think it’s good because i can be more fluid and free of thought, not that i censor this too much…. or that i really feel that much safer in a paper journal but i think i just write differently and it’s pretty overwhelmingly better for me. i wanna wander over the qdoba and get a soda again because it is sunday and soda’s are delicious.

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