The Rise and Fall of Bipolar Disorder
Sometimes, I resent being crazy. Other times, It’s kind of okay. Right now is one of those times. I’ve been really depressed with school starting. All of the looking forward to it in the world just couldn’t overcome the actual anxiety of being inside of a classroom and dealing with being in the second-half of my undergraduate education. Fortunately, education is unending if you schedule it right… and that’s just what I’m doing. I’ll be a perpetual student of others and then a student of myself, and that sounds just fine.
Class, overrall, is pretty entertaining. I think I really like all my classes, even the ones I was slightly apprehensive about in the beginning were okay in their second taste. This refers to leadership which for some reason (I guess I am capable of explaining the reason) focused on Chaos Theory today. Chaos fucking theory. Awesome. It was great. And I realized I’m a weird section of the Liberal Arts (or even scientific arts coming out of WU) Sector that really loves String theory. I think I should contact the Santa Fe Institute about scholarships to study Chaos Theory in History. What a stellar scholarship.
I’m also going to apply to be the keynote speaker at WUSAC this year, because the opportunity is there. If I win, it pays well, which is nice too. But I’m fine with going without the scholarship. It’ll be fine.