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I have no reality in which to base the way I feel about you and around you, I say. But you’re still looking for a reason as if maybe its because yr a taurus is not good enough. Even as I describe that a taurus gives so much attention to the object of his affections that my little aries heart cannot help but to feel completely satisfied and adored without doubting. So i reach into my bag of memories again and reveal the way i felt safe when you held me the first time. And i had spent the entire night so terrified of the crushing reality of Unlove and all of its bitter pieces strewn in the form of tears around my car. And this feeling whether by memory or simple communication between bodies does not fade when you hold me now. Perhaps, it was that silence between kisses the first time i kissed you when we knew only to continue kissing so as not to upset the satisfaction by leaving room for regret. Or quite possibly, it was that kiss as i was heading home that first morning when something in my heart skipped and I realized I wouldn’t be letting go of you for as long as I could think to hold on. I think it’s also all the compliments, morning conversation, intellectual discussion, times you hold my hand, scalp massages. It’s the way our hearts beat when we’ve worn each other out for the night.
You are the first reason to push my lips into a smile each morning.