An explanation

I guess I could try to explain myself… but really, I can’t. I think that life is sort of bizarre sometimes. Sometimes I just get upset. I get tired of people telling me that I am a whore and treating me accordingly. I just needed to get out of town. I think I had two options… one was a depressive episode and the other was manic and I went with the second. I’m not sure I still feel that way. I mean, of course there are a lot of things I’d like to say… but I can’t right now. I don’t think I have the words. I just have a whole lot of… Agh.

it is not what you think. I think it’s weird that Tyler got into a relationship with Jennae like 1 minute after he text messaged me. Hah. How brilliant. Also, I think it’s interesting that Joe apparently no longer things Jennae an idiot for being with Tyler. Or something. At the very least he congratulated Tyler. And i want the record to show that I did not drive to St. Louis to have sex with random guys. Dammit.

4 Replies to “An explanation”

  1. i wasnt thinking anything. i hope you did have a good time getting out, and it helped whatever. and we should hang. at least long enough for me to give you that painting

  2. that’s true. you didn’t drive. airlnes are amazing.

  3. that’s true. you didn’t drive. airlnes are amazing.

  4. I don’t pretend to understand the drama that happens on the squad outside of what I hear in passing; that said, there is a ton of drama. But what I do know is that pretty much everyone is treating you unfairly. If you ever want to talk about it or need a place to have a breakdown, I’ll be happy to help. Your mental state is really cool because you remind me of me when no one else is looking.

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