the united states of jess l.
so i went home at about 9:30 last night because I was too sick to handle it. My temperature was at like 99.3 when I got home… up from my usual 97.4… so that was no good news, but at least I was actually sensing that I had a fever. Sometimes I feel like I do but then I don’t and that kind of annoys me.
I talked to my mom and dad about Kyle then for a while. It was a pretty good conversation. Basically a repeat of the one I had with Dr. Morse the other day… (that I’m sure got relayed to Bearman given his lack of criticism of Kyle and pseudo apology for giving me an emotional breakdown.) I mean, like I said, i know that I have this problem being out of a relationship. I’m just no good at it. For one, when I’m not in a relationship I rush into insincere ones… and sometimes it’s hard for me to tell when feelings are sincere and when they’re not sincere. But my feelings for Kyle are sincere. And i can say that because I know when I’m just pretending my feelings are sincere and when I’m not. I’ve had a crush of whatever degree on Kyle for a long time and I’m excited that I get to date him now. So I think that conversation went well. I know that in some ways they’re just really concerned about me. There is also somewhat of a generation gap that we have to overcome.
I worked out again yesterday! Yay! I bought this neoprene belt that you wrap around yr waist when you exercise and it makes is so that you sweat more there which burns fat there of course. It’s pretty much the sweetest thing I’ve ever used. I mean, seriously. It’s awesome. And so I worked out. I did 20 minutes on the bike and then all the exercise machines that work out my arms and legs and then i did some crunches. I never do crunches. I was excited that they went so well. My favorite part of the whole adventure was that i was reading The Elegant Universe by Brian Green while biking. Hah. How typically college.
Alright. I’m going back to trying to come up with a new layout for this silly blog again. Agh. I hate how uninspired I am these days.