That gritty feeling in yr throat
Kyle admitted to me today that he’s settling for me. Because he desperately wants to marry Regina Spektor. That it’s Regina Spektor and not JoJo that I’m overshadowed by is endearing to me. So I’m letting it go. Plus, I’m going through a Regina Spektor phase these days so it’s nice that he’s not against listening to her sing, even if he just wants her really badly. Ahh. So that’s awesome. I think my favorite songs are probably Better and Poor Little Rich Boy. But it’s hard to say cos Fidelity is so damned catchy. She puts me in the mood for CoCoRosie which I doubt Kyle is nearly as excited about as I am. Hah.
Shaw and Kristin (who is now also a Shaw, how confusing) got married on Sunday. It was a really nice ceremony and Kristin looked really beautiful. Her dresses for the bridesmaids and the flowers were also really sweet. Kyle’s tux fit much better than at Dudley’s wedding though a lot of that is by virtue of it fitting much worse when he went to pick it up on Friday so they had to alter it. Oi. He looked pretty hot in his tux though. After the wedding was the reception which was a blast. I got to see Luke, Phil, Rachel, Jeremy and Kelly again, plus Sean brought Megan and Banks’s Megan was there too. I really like her a whole bunch and I hope the bar goes well for her on Wednesday! Chad and Lilia were there too for a flash. Just long enough to say hi to our table and then scamper off. It was nice. Open bars are all they’re cracked up to be… so add to the list of features i want at my wedding so it now includes: 1) sunflower bouqets; 2) readings centered around spousal devotion and a homily on the importance of the union of marriage; 3) an open bar. Beautiful.
Work is going pretty well. I closed again last night which makes me really anxious. The drawer was short which didn’t help, but I think I counted everything correctly and didn’t really fuck up that badly so that’s good. I really wish I just didn’t close ever… but I doubt I’ll ever breach that subject with Tyler so who knows. Ugh.
I’m still studying for the GRE and still hoping I get a car soon. Aggh… Too much is going on.