Author: Jess

i quit drinking soda last night. AUGH!

i took today off from school to work on scholarships. i’m fairly excited about getting them all done. of course, devon had to go and get sick last night and stay home too. which really sucks because i kind of wanted him not here so that i could get things done and thats why i didn’t just do it over the weekend like i probably could have. oh well. he’s in bed and mostly asleep for the whole day so i don’t have to worry about him getting obnoxious.

i slept from 8:30 last night till about 8 this morning. it felt really incredibly good. i need to make a habit of sleeping regularly. otherwise i get tired/grouchy. my apologies to all who called and got their calls unanswered because i was asleep but it felt soooo nice to just sleep like that.

i want a new layout for this site. i’m already tired of this one.. i’m thinking about some smashing pumpkins lyrics and a hot girl.

two new hostees have moved in! go visit perplexed and doomed if you have the time. you’ll be happy with both. i have to add them to the hostee links soon though.. cos doomed still has a coming soon star and perplexed isn’t on the list yet. so i’ll get that taken care of and i need to add bloq as well.

i hung out with stephanie yesterday! it was a lot of fun. we went to the mall :-/ ugh and returned some stuff and looked unsuccessfully for a hat/scar/gloves combo for mah-self. oh well though. i found a really cute dress at hot topic that i want really badly and i’m thinking about going out and buying it and then wearing it constantly in the summer. hm. it would be fabulous. i also bought a new fishnet hoodie that’s hella-cute.

after hanging out with steph, i went over to jarod’s and we finished watching 8mm (as the boy got sick last time we watched it.. silly) it was an alright movie. the acting was pretty good but the script was terribly unbelievable and i was really goofy when we watched it (hellifiknowwhy). jarod said in an announcer voice “nicolas cage” a lot and that was entertaining and i kept asking how many people still had to die. pish. it really wasn’t that great of a movie but it wasn’t that bad either so i suppose its okay. sometimes i think It could happen to you ruined nicolas cage’s ability for me to perceive him as a serious actor. it wasn’t a bad movie though. jarod and i spent the rest of my time there listening to pink floyd. ::cough:: yay.

when i got home we discovered and absess on lucky’s foot and i had to rush him into the vet at midnight. i hope he’s all right. he has surgery to lance/drain it today and then we’ll just have to keep him from chewing on it which will be incredibly difficult as he always chews on his paws.

i have some kstate thing to go to tonight at the pitmans. i think its like a “come join our cult” meeting but maybe they’ll have dinner or at least appetizers and then i can convince mommy that we need to get food.

my cousin had her baby friday night or saturday morning. its name is isabella and she’s supposed to send pictures which will be all kinds of nice cos i’m sure its pretty cute. and i like babies in pictures. 🙂 but nowhere else.

i have so much to do. it really sucks. i have like 7 scholarship apps due by feb1 and i have a few projects for class and i need to come up with an idea and an introduction for a paper for chamberlain plus a calc assignment and government reading. i don’t know how they expect us to have time to do anything this semester. i barely have time to sleep. and i don’t know if i’m going to have any time to do anything with anyone because i’m so busy.

at least we have a 24 pack of coke so i can keep myself well drank during the weekend. and did i mention i need an oration and an extemp file and i want to start practicing extemp a lot. but oh well. i’ll get over all of it and get everything done and everything will be okay. i just hate being so busy. i wish i had time to do things.

i’ve got a couple of hairs of yours still lingering round in my bathroom – davis

i finished the newest layout and i’m extremely proud of it. its not completely done yet. i still want to add tutorials and some other things to the menu but hell. its up. and that’s what i care about right now. hooray for it.

i’ll probably plug it at riotmb as soon as i get button links from the owners of the sites i’m linking.

my new years resolution is 1024×768.

she waves her middle finger high and kisses everyone goodbye, they’re never gonna mess with her again sugarcult.

f there was a list your name would be crossed out a zillion times and i think that this time i’m not writing it in again.

i have to go to school today. and i hate school. i do not want to go. but it is my last semester of high school. at least.

today is my last day of break which really blows. i’m not going to be ready to go back to school tomorrow. in fact i probably won’t be awake at all during the day cos i doubt i’ll get much sleep tonight. suck. and i work till 11:30 tomorrow. oh well. its alright.

i’m not up to much right now. i had scholars bowl today and we took 5th which isn’t good but i had an alright time with everyone. brittany is a lot of fun. and i got to see greg/brian. the greg part was alright. but seeing brian was weird cos he was flirting with another girl and i’m still so jealous all the time. which is crap. cos . i don’t know. i didn’t think i cared still. i’m just too damn possessive. i guess. psh.

thomas and i are working on setting boundaries for not dating. i’m afraid it will make this break more of a schism and therefore permanent. but i guess it makes more sense than no boundaries at all. i don’t know.