have you heard?
have you heard the words
they’re a wind of rumors
filling the atmosphere
they’re a slowly released, “i’m sorry.”
have you heard me say it?
i know it’s not like you to listen.
have you heard the words?
have you heard?
“it’s over.”
do you know that this is the saddest
that i’ve been in a long time
because it hurts so bad to know
how far we still have to go.
i just need some time to change.
and all of these excuses are lame.
it doesn’t mean i don’t love you.
i just don’t know where i’m going.
have you heard?
i’m blind. i’m mute. i’m dumb.
have you heard?
i think this is ending.
and i don’t know what to do.
it’s been so long now.
i’ve found someone else,
someone wonderful, someone new.
i’ve found someone nothing like you.
i used to be so happy in your arms
then i was just so bored.
i used to feel like i was trapped inside your grasp
slowly suffocating, breathing hard.
now i’m breathing fine.
and i’m feeling okay.
now that you aren’t mine
it doesn’t matter anymore.
but maybe today i’m just hurting a little bit more.
maybe next time our hellos won’t be so awkward.
maybe next time your sheets won’t seem so stiff
this is the last time you’re gonna get the best of me.
i’m sorry. so sorry.
have you heard that i’m okay?