mush
we lie down together because you’re comfortable and you’re tired and i’m tired and you’re comfortable. our fingers find each others and i feel almost bad for invading his bed like that but it doesn’t matter to us because we’re so tired and you’re so comfortable. because we are we for the first time and i don’t know what to do all wrapped up in wnting you so badly and he senses it that we mush together and i wonder if it was just all of my wanting that filled the room that he sensed sexual tension in and then you: but i don’t know where to take her which means you want me to which cuts away the awkwardness later.