synapse
my nerves jump back and forth across their neurons and synapses. my stomach awakens to butterflies fluttering. my heart beats quicker. my heart beats fast. my hands make fists to comfort nervous fingers and i obsess over it. but kissing you is like breathing or blinking and when i think about it i don’t know how to do any of it. so i don’t think about it because when you hold me i cant think about anything and then the words fall out of my mouth in a rush i want to kiss you