two years is a long time to pretend
it would’ve been a year today. i’m pretty upset, came home sick from school, slept all afternoon. don’t know what to do. i’m fragmented. and i’m sad. but i think i’m alright. i just wish we could be civil. because we’re apparently incapable of that and i told her that i think we maybe just need to grow up a little (meaning that our relationship is probably not something either of us are ready for) and i think she meant that i thought she needed to grow up and that’s not what i meant so then she was just like “bye” and hung up before i could stop her and i just cried a whole bunch and didn’t call her back because i just kept crying. its not fun.
on a happier note. i think thomas and i are gonna go to al franken on nov 7. (yay!)
last night i dreamt that someone was trying to kill me.
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im glad you are all right. i just wish i could be. i wish youd never kissed me.