well well
i have a lot to do tonight but i thought i’d at least drop in for a bit. arugh. i need to write some more scholarship essays.. make a bunch of phone calls about youth council stuff.. apply to smurthwaithe.. get my math done.. write my ld case.. finish my new oration (or polish up the old one..) and work on uploaded diary archives from feb ’01 to like august of ’03. what a fucking long time to have archives from yo. but i’ll be nice to have them once i actually get them done.
in other news. i said a couple funny things today that i was impressed about. and lacey made me luagh too which was nice. lol. we were talking about marriage and how we’d kind of like to wait till we’re like 30 at least. and i was talking about how i told thomas that once and she said “well thomas probably freaked out cos he’s a few days away from 30.” lol. (he’s not 30. he’s 21)
last night j. and i got into a spat. i don’t really know what else to call it cos it wasn’t really a fight but i guess i upset him and he didn’t tell me about it so i didn’t know about it when it happened. anyway though i’m still a little upset about the whole thing cos i really wish that he would’ve just told me he was upset instead of not talking to me. i don’t know. i’m just afraid of being close to people and when i actually feel kind of close to someone and then they do something that proves to me that they don’t feel completely comfortable talking to me i draw away. but i guess he didn’t mean to do that. and we talked about it and its okay now. i was just disappointed that he couldn’t just talk to me about it when i upset him.
god save the queen. i think that’s an interesting article. i hope it makes it to the supreme court and limon wins. dammit.