our love goes on and on

i talked to madeline for a long time last night and we got along really well. that always makes me happy when she and i talk and we don’t fight.

school’s been cancelled again. hooray. it gives me lots more time to get all that shit i have to do done. so far the ld cases are mostly outligned the essays haven’t been thought about and the phone calls are like half-made. dammit.

i also talked to amelia for a while last night. now i feel like this :-/. shrug.

mom and i got into a fight about college yesterday and after screaming at her for not being able to deal with anything and instead just yelling about it and how she should talk about her feelings not yell about random things.. she finally admitted that the reason she’s been being so cunty is that she feels bad that they can’t afford to send me to whatever college i want to go to. mom is silly. i don’t care if they can afford whatever college i want. its better that i have to work for things.

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