predatory meaningless

Jess on April 11, 2004

i could kill every goddamn child in my stomach
it would only leave a void in my uterus
a small hole filled with death and rotting fetus parts
instead of life and growing children
but there would be no void in my heart
like there was when i killed you.

i apologized in the beginning
don’t you remember how you cried after i kissed you for the first time?
then, don’t you understand how i feel?

i apologized in the beginning

i am the hunter
you are the deer

i’m so fucking sorry.