called to see if your back was still aligned

i added a bunch of poetry and prose from od. it spans from march through may and is sprinkled at its correct dates through the existing poetry and prose sections. it might require some digging to find.

i spent most of my week working. 32 hours. plus about 10 minutes, but does that really count? nope. the rest of the time was with youth council for the most part. we all went out monday evening (we = anthony, me, danielle, leandra) and then on tuesday danielle, leandra and i went to see farenheit 911 which i didn’t like because i thought moore was pretty misleading at parts and that was unfortunate. but the film was pretty well put together as editing goes.

wednesday i went out with madeline in town and yesterday i went to see her too. her hair is fun now that its starting to grow into a buzz cut. its insane how fast hair grows though. my goodness. i’ve really missed the girl. its hard to believe that we ever didn’t talk. because we fall so easily back into everything. its nice though. to have someone i can talk to about everything.

josh and i hung out today. i’m going to miss him so damn much when college starts. i’m gonna have to drive to K-State like every day. he’s really progressed into my best friend. its strange too because in 9th grade he was quoted as telling nicole ‘well we can all see the influence that jess has had on you’ and now i’m i guess being a bad influence on him. lol. just kidding. i think we’re both positive influences on each other. and i like to think i’ve grown up to be a good upstanding young citizen. lol. i’m glad we’ve gotten past all of that. i don’t know where i’d be without him.

i read survivor by chuck palahniuk this week. it wasn’t his best book by any means. it was pretty good though as books go. i mean, i like him a lot more than a lot of other authors.. but invisible monsters is by far the best. and i wouldn’t agree with the critic on the back cover that calls this his “deadpan peak” cos man i’ve read much better stuff out of this guys mouth. maybe my problem is that it just wasn’t believable or shocking enough. jess and her high standards. man.

last week i also finished reading cunt and we went out for july 4th. it ended up just lacey, josh, and i at the lake which is how it should be as they’re my two favrorite people to be in a group with in the whole world. we had a really nice time. even if we did make fun of things a lot. i always get a nice fuzzy feeling on july 4th. maybe its all the inhaled smoke? lol.

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