hell is other people
so i went shopping for bedding for the dorms today. it turned out rather well. what i want most is this really pretty pink duvet set and a down comforter from target and kohls, respectively. if that doesn’t work out then i’m going for just a quilt and the down comforter, or something from kohls. either way. i’m uberexcited about college and moving out and all of the whole mess. and we are going to st. louis now. because dad thinks its really important that we go and i REALLY FUCKING WANT TO GO to that wedding. yippee skippee. i can’t wait.
yesterday i went out with madeline for most of the afternoon, i needed to purchase a new watch, which i did. the rest of the time we just hung out and enjoyed the rainy weather that became sunny. we went to hasting where i swapped my old, unauthorized 911 commission report for the new, authorized one. i didn’t have the receipt which was unfortunate but they were understanding, and i managed to save about 6.93 which was returned to me via giftcard. which means josh and i can mission shop to spend the 6.93. lol. cos its not like i can just have it back. anyway, madseee and i also went to pts where i drank chamomile with milk and honey (which is my new favorite drink of all time).. yum! and then we went to the park and listened to ani for a while. it was really nice. i completely miss seeing her. even though now we get to see each other so much more than we did my junior/senior year. i guess mom got a lot better about lettings us hang out right before we broke up.. but idk. she still wasn’t happy about it. but i’ve seen her at least once a week for the past month and sometimes even more. and i’m glad we’re getting along so well. things were just so bad for so long. it totally sucked. and that’s the biggest understatement of my life.
i also went out for dinner/breakfast (12am ihop) with thomas. cos we were both online with nothing to do. that was a nice time. i haven’t seen him in so long (since spring break) and it was fun to go out just the two of us. we always had such a good time when we hung out together.
jarod called after talking to me online last night too. apparently amy fucked him over (for the second time this week) which is really too bad. because i genuinely like amy but she treats him so bad sometimes. and its harder for him cos he does care about her so much. his phone call gave me the chance to talk about why we broke up with him too. i think it was a pretty necessary conversation. and now i feel like i could post my blog about that whole subject but i don’t think i will for a while.