wedding crasher, n'est-ce pas?
Joy got married today. It was really fun to go to the wedding and get to see her and all of those people from my childhood again. I really feel awkward around all of them though. In this weird way, where I used to be a little kid when I’d see them and now I just really feel like I’m still a little kid when they’re around. Or I don’t quite know who I’m supposed to be around them. It’s easier in little groups because I can just be comfortable being my self but really. crazy.
I had to return Joe to KCMo today too. That was sad. I’m gonna miss him so much this summer. Hopefully he’ll make it down here a lot and I’ll make it up there a lot too. His parents said that they expected he could and they know he doesn’t have transportation so maybe thise means this summer is time for a shift toward the generous? hopefully. i think his relationship with them has really matured and they respect him a lot now. maybe that means he can borrow their car.
so he’s gone for the summer which means i need to come up with ways to entertain myself. tonight = matt’s with mallory. hopefully. if she calls. if not i’ll just be there for a little while to say hi and congratulations and then try to duck out sorta early. it’s been a long day.